Yesterday lil sissy took a quick scan of my previous post here (actually the 1st) where I have my awful body picture inserted. I don't know what to react with her sooo mean comment about it.... She told me that the picture I put there is too deceiving, that I should take one that is more realistic, that i should have a side view picture too...etc! I don't want to hear the rest of it, all I know is that what she is trying to say is that in person it is terribly way awful, horrible, horrifying ( redundant huh?) than I thought. Is this for real??? Gosh!
And then she suggested why not put a new one and even volunteered to take the pictures for updates. So I followed her suggestions and when I saw the photos she took honestly I wanna faint! I can't believe I have this tremendous body that I'm sure no one will ever wanted to have..:( I'm still in denial at first I don't know how I let myself be like a fattened pig.
Here's what I'm talking about!*ashamed*
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| I don't want to see it!! >.< |
I hope my dear Alan (hubby) will not leave me after seeing this nightmare shared publicly. :/
I promise I will replace it with something appealing to your eyes, maybe not too soon but in time, I hope not that long though.
I need to accept the fact that I am BIG (in spite of the bitterness) for me to move forward. I don't want to think anymore, I will just pull on my shoes and go!
I know I can make it!AJA!
